to lose control,
lose choice, l
ose mind and all mentality
all at once.
to feel so perfectly placed, so right but so wrong
how can it be to love someone with every inch of my soul,
to yearn a cry in these depths of my hollow heart.
to be so purely entwined within another,
every vein,
every cell,
every beating second of me for m love.
to fall so deep and feel so much,
to love so much and want so far.
yet i cannot.
a choice i dont have, control i dont possess.
how can i know something so well but not keep.
to be apart of me, yet not me.
my mind pulls to a strain,
my heart burns to a flame,
my insides swell, my feet run, my hands tremble.
set me in stone for i am frail.
weak festers at my core.
this will kill me,
this pain i cannot explain,
this confusion,
this eruption that begs beneath me.
does not anyone wonder?
… wonder for greater things
bigger things
wider things
. than those we know?
to explore outside from what we are in
.. further in
deeper in
. to run my own race
to run at a pace till i find
… till i am found
and found i return to the ground
to your ground
… to wonder if then
there you would be
& there, there i would be.
you
still
and waiting
ready…
ready and we run home
its never too late to come running
you’ve never gone too far to come back
do you not see, still i await
run, run, run, further
still i am here, arms wide open
and the sweetest smile on my face
welcoming you home
run, run, run further
yet never too far to not return
ever.
remember, for i cannot wait to welcome you back into my place
there is no better feeling than knowing your here
with me, for you are my beauty
my light
my world
(Source: blisseful, via thebeachblonde-deactivated20130)
i would kill to wake up next to something as beautiful as you
there is no better feeling in the world than knowing you there
(via evoleur)
